The second part of this post is to friends of mine (they shall stay unknown so as to protect their names, all i can say is that they are in my school) who are currently going through problems with their emotions. Dont ever stop believing in yourself and your partner, no matter what, if you 2 really love each other, you can really find a way through the fire and flames, you will carry on! so dun give up hope waiting. i made a promise i would wait for the special girl in my heart and soul that i will never give up waiting for her no matter how long it will take, so i believe that u guys can do it.
The final part of this post is a partial reflection of the things that have happened to me and how i felt about it. Firstly, guys, i am sorry i cant really hang out with you guys, its just that we are too busy already, ell is still grounded, jasp and i still have school etc... i really wanna hang out with you guys again. Secondly, i am sorry if i made you guys worried about me in school regarding my unusually increasing amounts of saddness. (i am simply going thru quite a emotional roller coster ride, much like a tanget curve) Thirdly, i wanna apologise to the special girl. I know some of my behaviour these few days werent to your liking, and i understand why, i myself feel shameful when i actually sit down to think about it. I am really sorry for what i have done and i really wanna make it up to you. I never and will never mean any harm to you. I would rather die than to see you get hurt. I swear i will never treat you like that again. And i will never stop waiting because i believe.
I would like to end this post with a song by Yellowcard, Believe.
Believe - Yellowcard
Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Be strong. Believe.
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring them down alive
And you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
(Again today, we take into our hearts and minds those who
perished on this site one year ago, and also those who came
to toil in the rubble to bring order out of chaos, to help us
make sense of our despair)
Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know how much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change right here right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
(The world will little note, nor long remember what we say
here, but it can never forget what they did here)
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOT A S GRADE FOR MY CHINESE!!!! FUCK CHINESE! NO MORE CHINESE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
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